It is such a struggle to get out of bed still. I am back to anxiety and dreading next Tues chemo day already.
I haven't still fully recovered from the exhaustion, however,I haven't let it stop me from going to Maroon 5 concert or the Broncos game event this past weekend.
I have to rest up for days prior and days after these fun outings just to recover or be prepared mentally and physically for it.
It's a whole different exhaustion. It's like a permanent lazy body mixed with eagerness to be busy but you just gotta push thru it.
I could not imagine working thru chemo. Mentally my brain doesn't function quick enough for the sales game right now. And physically I could be fine one hour and then the next be completely nauseous in front of a client.
There is no predictability right now.
Instead, I'll just watch sesame street and hang with my kiddo! She doesn't judge! And she doesn't care what we do except play and have fun.
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